Yet another heartbreak…

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ughh this pic explains everything. I broke up with my girlfriend 2 months ago and we decided to remain friends…I secretly hoped we’d be getting back together even though it was long distance. NO! about a month ago she tells me that she likes this other girl, I’m like WTF its been a month how the hell did u get over me that fast when I stupidly broke up with you! and last weekend she went to stay with this girl and they became a couple….now I should be happy for her…but fuck that. I’m jealous, pissed, hurt, angry, sad, confused and everything else you can think of. Now I know I was the one to break it off, well sort of, it was mutual. But damn! I told her I couldn’t be friends right now because it hurt way too much to hear about her w/ this other girl. Idk if we’ll be friends again, I’ll always be there for her but right now I just need space to get over her! but I wanna know how the hell she got over me in a month! That’s irritating because I wanna move on now but I can’t seem too! well that’s my rant for now. I feel like I’m about to bitch slap a chick if I see her! I can’t even cry for some reason (and I’m a crier). Love stinks and I am obviously retarded about it.

Lazy snow days

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So we had another snow day today, which means one more to make up in the summer…but in all honesty I don’t mind because that means I get to spend today being lazy, watching Disney movies and drinking hot coco with my 2 1/2 year old niece Kennedy. She’s growing so fast! Don’t mind the mess, I clean up and she gets it right back out lol!

September 11

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A day that will be forever burned in my head. I remember exactly where I was and what I was doing. I was in 8th grade English class. The principal came in and told my teacher what was going on and then she told us. We were at the lunch when the pentagon was hit and that’s when it began to sink in what was happening. Many kids began to cry, myself included, we were all scared, many of us had loved ones that worked in the Washington area. They called off school early and some of the children went home to families, and some empty homes, as I did, my mom was a teacher and her school was on lock down. It’s a day that I will never forget.